Ok, im a bit down about the way things panned out today. It just seems its always us that have to be strong and keep going.
We cannot catch a break at times.
Im not blaming any one thing for my mood, its just hit me today how unfair it all is.
I do get sick of being strong and positive sometimes, but for like a day, coz i hate feeling negative more.
Today is my down day, today ill mope about and stay home and watch trashy TV.
In other news, ive picked a date to fly…as long as its ok with work…soon as its approved, ill let you know.
So despite how im feeling today, im still going to keep going and hope Sepetember is my lucky month. If not, we cant cycle again until 2017 due to annual leave and financial constraints. But we wont need it, im sure September will be lucky.
Still not as bad as a still born though…and thats how i keep going, ive been through worse
Love, Little Miss PMA xxx