How do you reconcile being broody versus having MS?
How do you know its not just jealousy? There have been a fair few pregnancy announcements of late.
How do you know when the time is right to try again?
My head’s a mess. I really do want another baby. Sensible me thinks i should wait, my heart doesn’t think it can take it.
If i start MS meds, i have to be med free for a year before doing IVF again.
The longing for another pregnancy and baby is overwhelming at the moment. The idea of waiting another 18 months at least, scares me, the thought of feeling like this for that time is miserable.
I worry i won’t manage with 2, practical stuff i can sort, but the idea of Little T fighting with his sibling scares me.
I worry Little T will be jealous, but i worry he will be lonely.
Its a complete head fcuk.
My main problem is lack of information. I don’t know if i should start meds and then have a break and then IVF, or whether its easier to try again sooner rather than later, then start meds after a potential pregnancy.
I don’t want to waste anyone’s time, the NHS or my consultant (who is sourcing my medication). The problem is, I’m not seeing my consultant again until after we have been to Cyprus, which would be a prime opportunity to do FET (frozen embryo transfer)
Doesn’t help that my body is being weird, namely longer periods and random aches in the uterus area. I think its all in my head to be honest but its just messing with me.
Why does this have to be so hard?!!!!
I’m so back and forth
Love, Little Miss PMA xxx