Do i want another baby?!
Maybe. Possibly. I don’t know!
I have times where I’d love another little person to love
And then i think about how hard it’d be, having two
Then i think, do it sooner rather than later, get the lack of sleep, the nappies, the weaning out the way ASAP
And then i think of how hard that’d be logistically.
Would i even get pregnant again? Would it be as terrifying as last time?
Would the baby be healthy?!!!
Can i put Mr Me and my family through that?
I’m jealous of a bump, i miss the feeling of a baby moving, i miss feeling special, i miss growing life.
I don’t miss not being able to turn over, or being so big i can barely move, or having swollen feet/ankles/hands
Logistically, how do you food shop with a newborn and toddler? How do you attend groups with a babe in arms and (hopefully) one on the move? (Little T is still pretty stationary for now, and toothless i might add)
How would we raise the capital for IVF and then pay for a baby on one wage?
Will Little T be lonely as an only child? Am i thinking about a second because it seems like that’s the socially acceptable thing to do?
When people go into labour, i envy them. Despite it being the most painful thing EVER and the recovery being horrendous, the memory is becoming a sweet one, i see now how women convince themselves it wasn’t as bad as they thought.
I like having spare bedrooms, and i worry the kids would fight endlessly and i wouldn’t cope.
But i think about having another daily. Sometimes i think it’d be great, other days i have a near on panic attack.
Is there a good age gap? Is going from 1 to 2 as hard as they say?
How do you KNOW you want another?
Love, Little Miss PMA xxx